TORTURED BY THE STARS

I'm either going crazy
or it's just the way I am
i haven't got a clue
or i'm fully aware of where i stand.
i'm losing sleep for nothing
or i'm working on a plan.
bent
broken
buried in the sand
or warped wings
and twisted head.
I know
my heart is yearning
i know my nature speaks out loud.
i'm all mixed up and running!
tortured by the stars!
why do i torment my spirit
and martyr my emotions?
yo novelo july ice!
i scream it to the universe!
then i walk in the rain!